A Cup Of Eve

Self-reflection

Today, I quarreled with brother.

Me: low level of patience + bad attitude -->

Brother: low level of patience + anger flared up IN A SUDDEN ==>

"Cat and dog on the scene" (Quarrel)

LOL!!!

Lastly: reconciliation + self-reflection of both

Sigh, when we're young, we quarreled, when we grew up, we still quarrel.

Yet, after each quarrel, things go on as usual as we never had a bad quarrel before.

P/S: Brother really do care about me ^^

Today, it was my attitude that sparked out this quarrel. Hmm, I need to control my temper. And, I think he also need to control his. LOL...

Guilt

I thought I had done three venipunctures successfully today. Two of the patients suffered from dengue, whereas the other one is having infective endocarditis.

But in the end of the day, I realized that I had done one of the venipuncture wrongly. I punctured an ARTERY...

I really need to be careful next time.

Sigh...

Can't Wait

I can't wait to go back home.

Sarikei, do you miss me?

Life...

A kepo friend asked me to update my blog, so here I am...lol

Walking around in the wards for this past one week,

Made me value life more.

I felt sadness in my heart when I see these sick and injured patients.

Seeing them suffering and lying alone in the bed,

I am reminded of how fragile life is.

I am fortunate that...

I can walk around,

I can talk,

I can see,

I am loved,

and I have them beside me.

I want to...

Enjoy a good meal,

Appreciate every moment as a gift from God,

Wear clothes that speak of joy, not sorrow,

Wash my face,

Brush my hair,

Iron my shirt,

Look sharp,

Put a smile on my face,

Don't be a grumpy girl,

Savor every little moment I spend with loved ones.

Fireflies..at last

A long long time ago bedtime stories were filled with fantasies, flying horses; mischievous pixies; dainty fairies; and powerful wizards.

I had been hoping to see a place full of fireflies since young. That night, my dream was fulfilled, at Firefly Park Resort, Bukit Belimbing, Kuala Selangor. This place is famous for its local folks' little fairies (fireflies).

On a boat, off we go. As our boat making its way through the swamp, I felt really excited.

And...ah, there they are! Millions of little green lights twinkled in the shadows of the night. They rest on the mangrove tree (pokok berembang) beside the swamp, like a twinkling Christmas tree.

They are so pretty and adorable. I felt as if I was in a fairytale world.

We are not allowed to take photos, but, I can remember the scene vividly in my mind, forever.

I appreciate and love this trip~♥

烤猪脚

在这四天，我们在 Kg. Pasir Panjang 进行了一个调查。

每天早上，我都是逼着自己从暖暖的被窝起来，因为要早早去那个村庄。

在太阳底下，我们走路去到每一间家进行访问。很多家，我们不能访问到所有住在那个家的人，他们不是没空啦，就是不在家。所以呢，有的家我们去了三四次。真是不容易啊~~

六点多的时候，我们才身心疲倦地回到宿舍。

今天呢，我看到了整片金黄色的稻田，大自然的美真是奇妙。但是呢，我们今天也走得特别多，因为在那里的屋子每间都隔得好远好远，在路途上看到的都是稻田，很少屋子。

在今天的中午，我们的调查正式结束。我们不算功德圆满（目标是600间家，却只访问到350间家）。虽然失望，但是大家都尽力了。

我的国语说得越来越流顺了，因为都在访问马来村民，而且我量血压的技巧也磨练到很好了也~ 在这次的活动，我学习到原来做调查真是难啊。。。呜呜~

我的烤猪脚，像斑马一样。

漂亮的天空。^_^

Nightmare, go away

Panic
Fear
Tears
Heart pumping fast
Oh~Nightmare, please go away!

Illusions
Hallucinations
It's not real
Fake
Oh~Nightmare, please go away!

Calm down
Pray
Don't be afraid
You're awake now
Oh~Nightmare, please go away!